Awesomeness

First off, yes Monica, awesomeness is a word ;)
Anyway, to the point. Jared and I went to visit with our new Bishop yesterday and it went really well. I was able to get some things off my chest which chased away the little black cloud that's been hanging over me for quite a few years. We figured out a few things with our bishop and I feel a lot better today. Things are going to be ok.

...interesting

I took that color quiz and the results were...interesting. A lot of it's true. Some of it's like, "where did they get that from?" Lol. Everyone should take it. Pretty insightful...for the most part.

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Tired

I am sooooooooooo tired! I didn't get nearly enough sleep last night. But who does get enough sleep?
Anyway, I am really excited for next Spring/Summer to get here because my awesome Uncle George and his wife are supposed to be coming for a visit and I haven't seen my auntie in about 3 years or so. My uncle came out for the wedding, but it's always too long in between visits, no matter what.
Not to mention that by next summer, Mike and Blake will be back. Yay! Excitingness. (Yes, that is a word.) It'll be cool to see Blake after 2 years. Wow, I can't even believe that it's been 2 years already! It seems like just yesterday he was leaving and we were getting married, finding out we were having a baby and now Harley is 4 1/2 months old! Time really does just fly right by us. I think we all need to stop and take some time to look around every once in a while.

Best Husband Ever

Ok, so I have the best husband ever. He has basically moved us by himself. He has had help, but a lot of it has been done by him. I've been taking care of Harley and trying to get some of this mess cleaned up at my parents house. Which is a job in and of itself. However, Jared is my hero. He doesn't complain a lot and he doesn't get mad at me. He just does what he needs to do and I am so grateful that I found him and that he fell as much in love with me as I did with him. He is my most favorite person in the world as well as my best friend. He takes care of me. He spends his every last dime on me and our son. He makes sure that we are always taken care of. He makes sure we have clothes and food and a roof over our head no matter what. He is the best man I've ever met and I love him now more than ever

Ugh

I am so done moving. It just takes too long. There isn't enough room for all our stuff. I have no idea where we're going to put everything. And my mommy's still gone. I miss her. Especially because I think my son punched me in the eye while we were sleeping. Either that or I have an eye infection...but I'd rather think I got punched by a 4 month old. Anyway, I am tired and don't feel like writing anymore.

Drained

I am just completely drained. Completely. I am so tired and emotionally exhausted. I am just so done with the whole adult thing right now. Everyone I know is having financial problems. It's ridiculous. There should always be jobs. There should be a job for every single thing you can think of so everyone could have a job. There should be enough money to go around. Everyone should have enough money to put a roof over their head and feed and clothe their kids. They should have enough money to not have to worry about rent and bills and food and clothes and shampoo and cooking supplies and every other blessed thing under the sun. We should all have insurance. No matter what. No matter how many preexisting conditions we have, or how much money we make, or anything. NO MATTER WHAT! we shouldn't have to worry about whether or not some of us make just $100 over the income restrictions for WIC or Medicaid or Food Stamps. We shouldn't have to have those things. We should all be able to take care of ourselves. We shouldn't have to worry about whether or not we have the money to cover medical bills and dental bills and whatever other bills we have. We should be able to go see a damn doctor without having to figure out where we're going to take the money out of to pay for it. We should be able to go to the dentist to get a tooth fixed instead of just chewing on the other side. We should be able to go to the doctor for back pain instead of just sitting at home and hoping the pain will go away. We should be able to go pick up prescriptions without having to pay an arm and a leg for them. We should NOT have to worry about whether or not we will be able to send our kids to college or on a mission. We should NOT have to worry about whether or not we can afford gas this month. We should NOT have to worry about getting evicted because we can't pay the rent. We should not have to worry about a lot of things...but we do. Land of the free my ass.

So...today I am really tired. I had dreams about beating up our landlord's property manager. Why, you ask? Well, because the moron had her daughter break into our house to see if our stuff was out because she couldn't get a hold of us. Which is crap because Jared talks to her everyday almost. Not only that, but she did it in front of our neighbors who tell us every little thing that goes on whether we want to know or not. lol. She is an idiot. I think she's a tweaker, too. Oh well. We're moving out so we don't have to deal with it anymore.
Harley has finally discovered his feet. He likes to play with them constantly. But when I got him to put one in his mouth, he let it go and made a face like, "eww, that was salty." It was sooooooo funny! He is laying on the couch right now with Jared watching Jared play a video game. He is so cute! He likes to talk all the time. He discovered in the library the other day that his voice echoes. The librarians were not amused. But they can go pull the stick out. Babies make noise, if you can't handle it, bite me. Man, what would women of other times think of women today? lol. That would be funny.
Ok, enough babbling. I really have to stop procrastinating and get my little apartment organized before we bring the rest of our stuff over. Ugh, I hate cleaning and organizing. Well, not so much the organizing, more the cleaning to be able to get to the organizing. lol. Ok, I'm going for real.

Random

Ok, I just wrote this huge post and I don't know what happened, but now it's gone and I am very, very unhappy...